~* Tuesday, November 30, 2004 *~
Perhaps the best thing that I could give to someone this Christmas time is forgiveness.
The question is how I will be able to do that? How will I know if its time to forgive the person I hate so much? Is it really about time or am I rushing myself to do something I am not prepared. Am I fully-equipped to do such thing?
Recovering from any kind of betrayal is never easy. No matter what the issue once was, forgiveness is always difficult - but real - part of relationships. And knowing where to start is often the hardest part.
I am just a fucked-up girl looking for her own peace of mind. My mind is a mess. All I ever wanted is genuine happiness, contentment and fulfillment in life. Am I asking too much?!
Many people think that they must just let go of the past to move on. Oh well. it's easier said than done. You know.... Been there, done that cliches! Memories and traces of the past are always with us - for some wounds, for others as treasures.
"old patterns return as unfinished lessons yet to be learned." - it makes sense huh?!
For the past months, I have been struggling w/ myself to let go of the things I no longer need, to make a fresh new start. As the end of the year approaches, I feel the urge to have a new beginning. Yearning from the past can prevent growth and new experiences. So rather than hate a period of my life, the person i "used to be", or people i've met along the way, i'll try to learn to find the way to each experience and make them as lessons in life.
Only after we've forgiven are we free to let new people and experiences into our world. Only then are we free to truly live in the present.
The question is how I will be able to do that? How will I know if its time to forgive the person I hate so much? Is it really about time or am I rushing myself to do something I am not prepared. Am I fully-equipped to do such thing?
Recovering from any kind of betrayal is never easy. No matter what the issue once was, forgiveness is always difficult - but real - part of relationships. And knowing where to start is often the hardest part.
I am just a fucked-up girl looking for her own peace of mind. My mind is a mess. All I ever wanted is genuine happiness, contentment and fulfillment in life. Am I asking too much?!
Many people think that they must just let go of the past to move on. Oh well. it's easier said than done. You know.... Been there, done that cliches! Memories and traces of the past are always with us - for some wounds, for others as treasures.
"old patterns return as unfinished lessons yet to be learned." - it makes sense huh?!
For the past months, I have been struggling w/ myself to let go of the things I no longer need, to make a fresh new start. As the end of the year approaches, I feel the urge to have a new beginning. Yearning from the past can prevent growth and new experiences. So rather than hate a period of my life, the person i "used to be", or people i've met along the way, i'll try to learn to find the way to each experience and make them as lessons in life.
Only after we've forgiven are we free to let new people and experiences into our world. Only then are we free to truly live in the present.
~* Wednesday, November 24, 2004 *~
pasko na mga kababayan....
kya dpat lang iangkop ang template sa kapanahunan! hehe!
ngyong darating na pasko ay marami akong kahilingan... katulad ng mga sumusunod:
1. ipod
2. bgong celfone (ung pnaka latest kng pwde)
3. car stereo (jologs kc ang kotse ko tape pa ang gmit ko hehe)
4. trench coat (particularly from banana republic)
5. bagong boots (particulary from nine west or milano hehe)
6. shades (from bvlgari kng maari lang naman)
7. pabango (kng wla cge cologne na lng pwde na cgro)
yan lng naman ang mga gs2 ko sa darating na pasko! mga simpleng bagay lng nmn ang mga kahilingan ko! hndi nmn ako maluhong tao e! kng wala man akong matanggap khit isa sa mga nabanggit ko... isa lng ang gusto ko makuha sa darating na kapaskuhan..... katahimikan ng loob...
maligayang pasko sa lahat....
kya dpat lang iangkop ang template sa kapanahunan! hehe!
ngyong darating na pasko ay marami akong kahilingan... katulad ng mga sumusunod:
1. ipod
2. bgong celfone (ung pnaka latest kng pwde)
3. car stereo (jologs kc ang kotse ko tape pa ang gmit ko hehe)
4. trench coat (particularly from banana republic)
5. bagong boots (particulary from nine west or milano hehe)
6. shades (from bvlgari kng maari lang naman)
7. pabango (kng wla cge cologne na lng pwde na cgro)
yan lng naman ang mga gs2 ko sa darating na pasko! mga simpleng bagay lng nmn ang mga kahilingan ko! hndi nmn ako maluhong tao e! kng wala man akong matanggap khit isa sa mga nabanggit ko... isa lng ang gusto ko makuha sa darating na kapaskuhan..... katahimikan ng loob...
maligayang pasko sa lahat....
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