all my bags are packed, im ready to go...

8 days to go at mkikita ko na naman ang madumi at maingay na pinas! dpat ma2wa ako at maexcite ngunit dko nafi-feel un sa ngayon! hndi ko alam kng baket! cguro kc sa isang linggo pa! baka pg isang tulog n lang maramdaman ko n ang excitement.

natutuwa naman ako kahit papano kc marami akong gs2ng gwin paguwi ko! kung inaakala nio panay pleasure lang ang ga2wn ko sa pinas, mali kayo jan! oo shmpre ksama na ang pasarap at wlang humpay na gmik, ngunit kelangn ko dn gumawa ng kapakipakinabang sa aking oras. magawa ko nga sana at d sana ako atakihin ng aking katamaran.

isa sa mga bagay na aking inaabangan s pgdtng ko ay ang paghaharap nmin ng mga prendster prends ko!!! nkaka2wa kc mkkta ko n cla ng pes 2 pes! kilala nio n kng cnu2 kayo! naiimagine ko n ang mga tawanan at hagikgikan na mangya2ri! sna lang mkipag kita nga cla skn!

d2 ko nilagay itong entry n ito dhil ayko po ipaalam sa mga kamag anak ko na akoy uuwi! opo, hndi po nila alam kc nagtatago nga ako sa knla pti n dn sa mga ina ng mga inaanak ko! kc ung mga ina nla ang mku2lit at hndi ung mga bata! mga saksakan ng bruha!

manila manila... i keep comin back to manila...
simply theres no place like manila....
manila im coming home.....

i didnt sleep last night that well, one reason was I was starving to death and my stomach was really growling of hunger. I wasnt able to sleep continuously so I got out of bed at 3:30 in the morning to eat a banana and drank a glass of water. I was too tamad to cook anything.

But when I came back to bed, I still couldnt sleep. Every time I try to close my eyes, this phrase keeps on appearing on my mind:

"you isolate yourself from the one you love (or at least, the one you like most..) and yet, you still get your heart broken.. how is it possible?

you spend time with your other friends just not to be with her. you fuck up long hours so you wouldn't remember her. next thing you'll know... ah puta..."

Those words came from my ex... and that "her" in that statement was apparently my best friend! What the fuck was that all about?!

I am not feeling jealous or bitter about that. If there is anything I feel for my ex, it is just pure concern. Yeah I still love him, but not the romantic type of love. I love him as much as I love my other friends. If he ever falls in love again, ill be the first person to be happy. But not to my best friend for crying out loud!

what's my point??? ewan ko... ewan ko... sensha na kng magulo...

gigising ng ala sais...
papasok ng ala syete...
magtatrabaho hanggang alas kwatro...
ma22log pagdting hanggang alas syete...
hi2ram ng dvd at manood hanggang ala onse...
magbabasa ng magazine hanggang alas dose...
ma22log uli....

kinabukasan.... same routine...

SSDD.... meaning Same Shit Different Day...

ganyan ang aking buhay... sa araw araw yan ang gngwa ko...
may mada2gdag lang kng minsan.. yan ay 2wing weekend.... malling, lakwatcha, lafangan!

life is beautiful, isnt it?!