after my vacation in manila, i lost a few friends, but i gained a lot too, maybe the friends i lost were not worth keepin after all. it hurts to know that some people will really try to destroy and put you down no matter what. what's more painful is the fact that these people are the ones you trusted so much. oh well, now i believe it's really true that friends do come and go...

some of my friends i love to death:


Em is the person i want to be with everyday. shes so hilarious and so easy to get along with. there will be no tedious moment with her. every second spend with her is a memory to treasure. good thing im not gonna miss her now coz she'll be here... hell yeah... shes coming tonight... wooohoooooo....


aside from em, daren is one of the funniest gurl i know. she has this contagious laugh that fills the whole room whenever we're together. i miss the times when we talk on the phone until the wee hours of morning and everytime i feel sleepy, she would talk about funny sex stories and before we knew it, its already 6 am haha.


eva is my "be", thats what we call each other but we're not mag-on noh! im not lesbian, i know she is but not me haha! she's a very sweet person, she calls me her "be", her "buchoy" is daren, em is her "neng", and donna is her "hon"... i told u shes lesbian haha! anyways, shes more of a sister to me, her whole family and clan loves us, everytime we go to their place, its like fiesta coz her family would really prepare something special for all of us. i miss the times we would go to their place and spend 3-4 days juz to "hang out"... their house is our 2nd home hahah!


juvy was my bestfriend way back HS days. (emphasis on was - meaning past tense) we were inseparable during HS, but college changed things between us. we met new friends and spend less time w/ each other. we never really talked about what happened in our friendship until my vacation last month. it was a good feeling knowing that despite of all our differences and misunderstandings in the past, we were able to sort things out. and now we agreed on one thing: we're not bestfriends anymore coz we realized that bestfriend is juz a state of mind. we prefer "close friends" or "true friends"... huwatever! bsta we're friends.. and thats whats matter diba?!

and of course the rest of my closest truest super college friends that made my college life one helluva party...

at sa kadahilanang umaangal na c duh sa pagmu2ka ni LB ko maguupdate na 2loy ako..

sa totoo lang wlang pinagkaiba ang valentine's day skn noon at ngyon! hndi kailanman nging kakaiba ang araw ng mga puso skn kht pa noong may boyfriend ako! kadalasan nmn nsa skul ako o kasama ang ibng tropa kong wla dn date! ang naalala ko lng na valentines na nkipag date ako ay nung nanood kmi ng boyfriend ko date ng "the family man" sa southmall kasabay ang libo-libong magsyota na may hawak na bulaklak at stuffed toy! kadire noh?! OO kadire tlga! jologs tlga, gs2 ko ng umuwi ng oras n yun dhil sa nkkta ko at hiyang hiya n tlg ako! buti n lng hndi kami PDA ng bf ko nuon kya nanood n lng kami sa mga nag aakapan at nagkukurutan na magsyota sa paligid namin!

sa mga sumunod na valentines ay isang ordinaryong araw lng skn ka2lad ngyn.. pwde namin ntn gwing araw-araw ang valentines db?!

ikukw2 ko ung papang nging crush ko s pinas! itago n lmang ntn cia sa pangalang "LB" as in Lover Boy hahaha! mtgal ko ng gs2ng ikwn2 cia, kso d2 ko lng cia pdeng ilantad kc pg nabsa ng mga tropa ko ung isng blog ko asar talo ako at ibu2ko nla ako ke LB at ayko mangyari un dhil mla2man nia ang dahilan kng bt panay pacute ko s knya 2wing nanonood ako ng gig nla!

si "LB" ay vocalist ng band ng brkada ko! unang nood ko pa lng ng gig nla may pitik n agad haha! ewan ko ba, pghawak p lng nia sa mikropono at napangiti n agad ako. sa loob-loob ko.. "hhhmm, may arrive c lo2"... at nung kumanta n nga... haayyyy pakiramdam ako namatay ako ng 6 seconds! sakto pa naman at nasa unahan ako ng stage kya naman kht 2malsik n lahat ng laway nia skn ay todo ngiti pa din ako! gossshhh.. sabi ko sa srile ko... PWEDE!!!

dun nagsimula ang panood2 ko ng mga gigs nla at take note, sa unahan ako lgi nkaupo ha! hndi cia ang pnakagwpo sa banda nla pro cia lng ang may arrive skn period! sa bawat gig n puntahan nla ay hndi pwdeng wlang mahumaling sa kanya n mga babae! cguro nkta dn nla ung nkita ko s knya kya dko dn cla masisisi!

ngunit ka2lad ng mga babaeng nahuhumaling sa knya, cia ay isa n lamang pangarap...

o tama na ang pangarap n yan... taeng tae n ko ipakita c lover boy hehe...


LB during the gig... pawisan na kawa2 naman.. hehe


si LB uli bigay todo db?! prang lalabas n ang laman loob kng humataw! haha!


alam ko cutie pie ung nsa taas.. pro totoy p yan kya d kmi talo nian... c LB pa dn... oha oha...

pasensha na wla tlg ciang kuhang matino kc gs2 nia lgi feeling stolen knwari....

i know its kinda late already.. but what the heck.. i jz want to post some pics from my trip in manila.. tnx 2 juvy mah beloved source ng mga pix n yan.. i dont have the tym na gumawa ng gnyan.. maybe sumday pg maluwag n sked.. enjoy the pix...




ang saya saya di ba.. lalu n kng walang umeeksena.. haha!

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Gusto kong malaman mo na ure so pathetic! OO nakakaawa ka! U know y?! I pity u becoz kelangn m gwin lahat yang gngwa m ngyn pra may pumatol syo! You are soooo disgusting! U cant get yourself a man coz ure fuckin ugly! Accept it whore! I am not pretty either, but I dont go out and criticize every human being in front of me! Why dont u look at urself on the mirror and criticize your own asshole face!

You're a horrible person who can't be trusted by anyone! I should have not forgiven you the first time you betrayed me! I despise you and I don’t want you in my life.. ever again! Go ahead, ipagkalat mo sa lahat ng tao mga baho ko, alam natin dalawa kung cnung mas dapat mahiya! U know damn well na between the 2 of us, ms maitim ang budhi mo at mas nkakasuka mga baho mo sa katawan! So wg ka ng magmalinis coz wala naman kayong pinagiba ng mga puta sa kalye! Oo alam ko nangyri syo.. sanyo! Ure a frerakin slut, lamu bay un?! Stop acting like ure some virgin at innocent epek! Just so u know, everyone thinks otherwise! So please, drop the act for christ's sake!

Plano ko tlgang durugin ang pagkatao mo, that's becoz u pisses me off! Mashado kang salot sa buhay ko, sa buhay ng lahat ng taong nkapaligid syo! Diba may trabaho ka naman, so karirin m n lng yan at mgpayaman ka, bka pag nangyri un 2luyan m n kong makalimutan at yun ang ikakasiya ko! get a life biatch! Better yet, ang pagha2nap ng jowa ang karirin m, so u would stop flirting with everone's boyfriend! (duh, like it'll ever happen)....

I dont give a fuck in your life, so lay off and disappear..juz fuckin die...bitch!!!