i didnt sleep last night that well, one reason was I was starving to death and my stomach was really growling of hunger. I wasnt able to sleep continuously so I got out of bed at 3:30 in the morning to eat a banana and drank a glass of water. I was too tamad to cook anything.

But when I came back to bed, I still couldnt sleep. Every time I try to close my eyes, this phrase keeps on appearing on my mind:

"you isolate yourself from the one you love (or at least, the one you like most..) and yet, you still get your heart broken.. how is it possible?

you spend time with your other friends just not to be with her. you fuck up long hours so you wouldn't remember her. next thing you'll know... ah puta..."

Those words came from my ex... and that "her" in that statement was apparently my best friend! What the fuck was that all about?!

I am not feeling jealous or bitter about that. If there is anything I feel for my ex, it is just pure concern. Yeah I still love him, but not the romantic type of love. I love him as much as I love my other friends. If he ever falls in love again, ill be the first person to be happy. But not to my best friend for crying out loud!

what's my point??? ewan ko... ewan ko... sensha na kng magulo...