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~* Tuesday, February 22, 2005 *~ after my vacation in manila, i lost a few friends, but i gained a lot too, maybe the friends i lost were not worth keepin after all. it hurts to know that some people will really try to destroy and put you down no matter what. what's more painful is the fact that these people are the ones you trusted so much. oh well, now i believe it's really true that friends do come and go... some of my friends i love to death: Em is the person i want to be with everyday. shes so hilarious and so easy to get along with. there will be no tedious moment with her. every second spend with her is a memory to treasure. good thing im not gonna miss her now coz she'll be here... hell yeah... shes coming tonight... wooohoooooo.... aside from em, daren is one of the funniest gurl i know. she has this contagious laugh that fills the whole room whenever we're together. i miss the times when we talk on the phone until the wee hours of morning and everytime i feel sleepy, she would talk about funny sex stories and before we knew it, its already 6 am haha. eva is my "be", thats what we call each other but we're not mag-on noh! im not lesbian, i know she is but not me haha! she's a very sweet person, she calls me her "be", her "buchoy" is daren, em is her "neng", and donna is her "hon"... i told u shes lesbian haha! anyways, shes more of a sister to me, her whole family and clan loves us, everytime we go to their place, its like fiesta coz her family would really prepare something special for all of us. i miss the times we would go to their place and spend 3-4 days juz to "hang out"... their house is our 2nd home hahah! juvy was my bestfriend way back HS days. (emphasis on was - meaning past tense) we were inseparable during HS, but college changed things between us. we met new friends and spend less time w/ each other. we never really talked about what happened in our friendship until my vacation last month. it was a good feeling knowing that despite of all our differences and misunderstandings in the past, we were able to sort things out. and now we agreed on one thing: we're not bestfriends anymore coz we realized that bestfriend is juz a state of mind. we prefer "close friends" or "true friends"... huwatever! bsta we're friends.. and thats whats matter diba?! and of course the rest of my closest truest super college friends that made my college life one helluva party... |
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